Sunday, July 29, 2012

Day 210 Sunday July 29, 2012

Day 209 Saturday July 28, 2012

Day 208, Friday July 27, 2012

Day 207 Thursday July 26, 2012

Day 206 Wednesday July 25, 2012

At the bottom of the picture from yesterday, you can see that I added some goals in my peace and balance smashbook.  I really thought I'd have more stuff in the book than I do.  Maybe it will run into 2013 or to my goal.  Then again if things are back on track, maybe I'll be adding things more frequently.

I'm lost back to my weight in 2010 and am only 1 lb from what I weighed in 2008.  I hope that by August 9 for my final weigh in (2nd 8 weeks) I'll at least be there!  Since I weigh in for that fully clothed, maybe I can be to that weight dressed :)  Six pounds and I'll be at the next 00 weight (the goal after the 1 lb to read 2008 weight).  If I can manage it by August 9, I'd meet three goals- to be down too 2008, slide by that to the 00 weight at home and I should be at the 2008 weight fully dressed.  Confusing I know!  I have to focus on small stuff.  I lost 5 on my own in 16 weeks and I've lost 15 in the last 14 weeks.  Even with the weight coming off faster, that is such a slow pace that I can focus on the total.  I'd give up.  Still I've lost almost 20% of that long range goal and based on the weeks in June and beginning of July, I feel I can do what I need to maintain what weight I do reach.

Long term goals- 17 lbs from where I am today will get me to what I weighed in 2006 and 42  pounds gets me to what I weighed in 2005 before the thyroad stopped working right.  The other half of the equation, 35 pounds, is the weight I put on when I went of phase on of South Beach and couldn't maintain 3 hours a day of exercise. 

Progress......... sweet progress

Day 205 Tuesday July 24, 2012

For some time I've just been hovering at the same point.  I go up a pound and down a pound.  I missed a workout with flu and I had one that was not full throttle due to a calf injury.  All the things that could have derailed me.  They may have slowed or stalled my weight loss but I've kept trying.  I'm back to twice a week with the personal trainer and getting in more than 30 minutes a day for exercise and slowly trying to build back up to the level of 4-5 times a week getting in 90 minutes.
Bottom line, a half pound weight loss in the last week.  From Mid April when I began my body bugg, I've lost 15 lb (and I'd lost 5 at the beginning of the year before body bugg)  Of course they do not sync up with the personal training but are close.  Had I continued losing 1.5 a week, I'd be at about 22.  I'm happy for all that went wrong I could hang in there!  Hopefully back on track again.

Day 204 Monday July 23, 2012

Day 203 Sunday July 22, 2012

Day 202 Saturday July 21, 2012

Day 201 Friday July 20, 2012

Day 200 Thursday July 19, 2012

Day 199 Wed July 18, 2012

Day 198 Tuesday July 17, 2012

Day 197 Monday July 16, 2012

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Day 196 Sunday July 15, 2012

Finally got someone out and the way our internet/phone was wired was all wrong.  So now I am get all the work posted.  Besides getting the photo's and creative items here, I alwso have to get all my food posted in my BodyBugg.  It's been much harder to keep up when you can't plan meals online, see where you are around dinner time and then adjust your food to keep on track.  On top of that, several hospital visits with loved ones took a bite into the workout time I committed each week.  I was happy to lose a few pounds and manage the minimum goal of minutes.   

And now to the season premiere of Breaking Bad while I get some stuff posted.

Day 195 Saturday July 14, 2012

Saturday

Day 194 Friday July 13, 2012

Friday

Day 193 Thursday July 12, 2012

Did my weigh in at work today with the personal trainer.  Things have went so poorly that I really wouldn't have been surprised to not lose weight.  I was just hoping to not gain because of the inconsistency and the lack of ability to plan meals and record timely with the ongoing internet outages. 

While I didn't get the actual inch changes- some small ones- I was down 3 lbs.  That's not great but my goal was 4-6 so not so far off.

Onward we go. 

Day 192 Wed July 11, 2012

Wednesday

Day 191 Tuesday July 10, 2012

Tuesday

Day 190 Monday July 9, 2012

Monday

Day 189 Sunday July 8, 2012

Sunday

Day 188 Saturday July 7, 2012

Saturday

Day 187 Friday July 6, 2012

Friday

Day 186 Thursday July 5, 2012

Thursday

Day 185 Wed July 4, 2012

Happy 4th of July

Day 184 Tuesday July 3, 2012

Tuesday

Day 183 Monday July 2, 2012

Monday

Day 182 Sunday July 1, 2012

Sunday

Day 181 Saturday June 30, 2012

Saturday

Day 180 Friday June 29, 2012

Friday

Day 179 Thursday June 28, 2012

Thursday

Day 178 Wed June 27, 2012

wed

Day 177 Tuesday June 26, 2012

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Day 176 Monday June 25, 2012

Day 176 Monday June 25, 2012

Day 175 Sunday June 24, 2012

Day 175 Sunday June 24, 2012

Day 174 Saturday June 23, 2012

Saturday

Day 173 Friday June 22, 2012

Day 173 Friday June 22, 2012

Day 172 Thursday June 21, 2012

Day 172 Thursday June 21, 2012

Day 171 Wednsday June 20, 2012

Day 171 Wednsday June 20, 2012

Day 170 Tuesday June 19, 2012

The good news, our fur babies seem to be becoming a family.  So comfy that Sphinx can do this even when the girls are right next to him.
Tipper can growl and howl if he's near, as though he's a danger.  Look at this.  How much more submissive could he be.

The bad news, it's been since vacation when I felt this relaxed and as things are right now it might be 2013 before I feel it again.  *sigh*

Day 169 Monday June 18, 2012

Day 169 Monday June 18, 2012

Day 168 Sunday June 17, 2012


Day 168 Sunday June 17, 2012

Day 167 Saturday June 16, 2012

Day 167 Saturday June 16, 2012

Day 166 Friday June 15, 2012

Weigh in at home for me.  I'm trying to weigh in roughly weekly.  I started the body bugg on a Monday and the weigh ins for my group training is Thursday and only 3 times in an 8 week period.

This was another good week.  I lost 1.1 pounds.  Not quite 1.5 lbs I've set as an aggresive goal; however, 1 lb to me is a good solid week.

I'm feeling good about everything although coming back from vacation and lots of distractions have definitely made it a struggle. 

Man is this a hot summer.  Running outside has been a struggle.  I need to find time early in the day because I don't think really late in the evening is going to work.

Day 165 Tuesday June 14,2012

One of the things I had done was a page that were ways I could measure my success with the personal training I was starting.  I knew up front that sometimes I wouldn't lose a thing and the rest it was most likely coming off very slowly.  I decided though that a few weight "type" goals would be good.  What I did was look in my old records for weights I had been before my body started acting differently due to my slow thyroid and menopause.  So far I am back to my weight in 2010. 

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Day 164 _ Wednesday 6/13/2012

Day 164 _ Wednesday   6/13/2012

Day 163 _ Tuesday 6/12/2012

Day 163 _ Tuesday 6/12/2012

Day 162 _ Monday 6/11/2012

Day 162

Day 161 _ Sunday 6/10/2012

Day 161 _ Sunday 6/10/2012

Day 160 _ Saturday 6/9/2012

Getting ready for a long run.  Not as long as last week but longest of the week.  I'm finding I realize some songs don't work as well as it might seem on the surface so I added a page where I can make notes on songs to add or even delete.  These are recent songs I listed and want to add for my run this weekend.

Day 159 _ Friday 6/8/2012

Yesterday I have my final weigh-in of the first 8 week period of small group training.  While I'm not willing to share the page with all the actual stats, I can share that in those first 8 weeks, I lost 10 lbs.  I also lost inches all over- 2.25 bust, 3 from waist, 3 from hips, 1 from thigh and for whatever reason none from my upper arms.  However those last measurements are only the last 4 weeks.  Not sure why but she didn't write them down the first time.

Although my upper arms didn't show loss, I can certainly tell a big difference in the firmness. 

Awesome start and looking forward to another 8 weeks after a weeks hiatus.

Day 158 _ Thursday 6/7/2012


Lately things have just not seemed to go as plan.  I spent some time doing entries in my gratitude journal and finished with this list of what I needed to do to make my goals for the year happen.


Day 157 _ Wednesday 6/6/2012

Day 157 _ Wednesday 6/6/2012

Day 156 _ Tuesday 6/5/2012

Day 156 _ Tuesday 6/5/2012

Day 155 _ Monday 6/4/2012

Day 155 _ Monday 6/4/2012

Day 154 _ Sunday 6/3/2012

Day 154 _ Sunday 6/3/2012

Day 153 _ Saturday 6/2/2012

Day 153 _ Saturday 6/2/2012

Day 152 _ Friday 6/1/2012

Day 152 _ Friday 6/1/2012

Day 151 _ Thursday 5/31/2012

Day 151 _ Thursday 5/31/2012

Day 150 _ Wednesday 5/30/2012

Day 150 _ Wednesday 5/30/2012

Day 149 _ Tuesday 5/29/2012

Day 149 _ Tuesday 5/29/2012

Day 148 _ Monday 5/28/2012

Day 148 _ Monday 5/28/2012

Day 147 _ Sunday 5/27/2012

Day 147 _ Sunday 5/27/2012

Day 146 _ Saturday 5/26/2012

Day 146 _ Saturday 5/26/2012

Day 145 _ Friday 5/25/2012

Day 145 _ Friday 5/25/2012

Day 144 _ Thursday 5/24/2012

Day 144 _ Thursday 5/24/2012

Day 143 _ Wednesday 5/23/2012

Day 143 _ Wednesday 5/23/2012

Day 142 _ Tuesday 5/22/2012

Day 142 _ Tuesday 5/22/2012

Day 141 _ Monday 5/21/2012

Day 141 _ Monday 5/21/2012

Day 140 _ Sunday 5/20/2012

Day 140 _ Sunday 5/20/2012

Day 139 _ Saturday 5/19/2012

Day 139 _ Saturday 5/19/2012

Day 138 _ Friday 5/18/2012

I added some goals to the soft goal pages.  From my annual wellness checks, I have the weights for the various years.  2011 and 2010 were close so I set 2010 as a goal.  Again 2009 was nearly the same as 2008 so that is the next goal.  I am using 2006 and 2005 for the other two.  The year of 2004 I gained like 25 due to not being able to keep up a strict limited very low calorie diet and 3 hours of exercise daily.  I know it's going to be harder to get back those pounds because I won't be doing it that way.  I'll just have to see but I'll do new goal when I have reached the 2005 goal.  You can remove the paper clips and see what the actual weight goal.

Day 137 _ Thursday 5/17/2012

Weigh in day today.  Lost another 1.6 pounds for a total of 6.6.  I'm really happy about that.  I'm also very excited for my upcoming vacation.  One bad thing is it seems that if you take vacation, you spend a week or two before preparing your work ahead and then another week or two catching up after.  All the same, I'm preparing for vacation and so excited!

Day 136 _ Wednesday 5/16/2012

Day 136 _ Wednesday 5/16/2012

Day 135 _ Tuesday 5/15/2012

Day 135 _ Tuesday 5/15/2012

Day 134 _ Monday 5/14/2012

Day 134 _ Monday 5/14/2012

Day 133 _ Sunday 5/13/2012

Day 133 _ Sunday 5/13/2012

Day 132 _ Saturday 5/12/2012

Day 132 _ Saturday 5/12/2012

Day 131 _ Friday 5/11/2012

Day 131 _ Friday 5/11/2012

Day 130 _ Thursday 5/10/2012

Today's weigh in for the body bugg- -1.4 lbs so close to my -1.5 goal for a week.  In total that is 5.1 down- for the bodybugg.  There is some difference in the way things are recorded- the time periods aren't the same- so it's off a bit.

I've lost as much in this last week that I did in 16 weeks on my own.  This is good news.  the training is hard but I'm enjoying it.  I've had no plantars faciitis flare ups.  My "only shoes that work" have been successfully replaced and I've managed to do some fairly long run/walk/or intervals in them. 

Day 129 - Wednesday 5/9/2012

Day 129 _ Wednesday 5/9/2012

Day 128 _Tuesday 5/8/2012

Day 128 _ Tuesday 5/8/2012

Day 127- Monday May 7, 2012

Day 127- Monday May 7, 2012

Day 126, Sunday May 6, 2012

My cell phone has been having issues.  Random pictures drop for instance.  I replace the phone and then am gone on vacation for 10 days with no phone and internet access.  I get back and a strange gray area expands on the screen.  Yes the replacement phone is now dying.  A new one is on the way.

Meanwhile, our phone and internet at home continues to be out.  I've called our representative and it seems like after a complaint, it's back on for some hours or maybe even a day or so.  Then same thing.  We've called so many times.  They claim a credit on the bill will come but have yet to see it.  After over a full week with no internet, I now have it.  For how long?  So to simplify this, I'm planning to build the actual days and then fill in with the daily activities and blog later.  Part of this due to some lost pictures I'll have to retake (of the pages created for instance) because of the cell phone online backup failure. 

I just refuse to give up but it's so frustrating.

Back later with the days creative endeavor.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Day 125 - Saturday May 5, 2012

On our way to Honey Creek Resort on Lake Rathbun near Moravia, Iowa for my granddaughters birthday- SO HOT and HUMID but also lush and green.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Day 124- Friday May 4, 2012

My team spent the afternoon doing some work for ChildServe.  What a hot, humid day.  The morning looked stormy but by the afternoon just HOT HUMID.  Luckily we got to work inside.

Day 123 - Thursday May 3, 2012

Cows out in a field.  Look at those clouds again.  We seem to have storms daily and then it clears off. 

Day 122 - Wednesday May 2, 2012

So remember I'm not to obsess on my food and scales?  Easier said than done.  Yea yesterday I weighed again.  I've lost 5 since I started working with the Personal Trainer and 10 in total since the beginning of the year.  I hope that that tweaks to my diet and the twice a week training sessions have made a change but my trainer has said you may not lose right away on the scales but will in inches.  I have to remind myself that I might still happen or I may go back to losing painstakingly slow.  I pulled out some "tight pants" and one of them fit now.  Happy day.....  :)

Day 119-121 Sunday April 29-May 1,2012

I spent these 3 days working on net corsages for the children's sermon today.  I was out of town with my granddaughter celebrating her birthday that weekend so I needed to get these 40 corsages done.  We were acknowledging and educating on World Malaria Day and kicking off our No More Malaria campaign.  So I work on these and each day take pictures of the work and it was some of the pictures that just vanished.  I can't explain it or change it.    All I can do is share the instructions and say that they turned out really well and I wish you could have seen the pictures!

www.elca.org/~/media/Files/Our Faith in Action/Responding to the World/Malaria/Corsage Instructions.pdf

Day 118 - Saturday April 28,2012

Retro camera app- Little Orange Box.  More cloud formations.

Day 117 Friday April 27, 2012

Poor pitiful me.  I'm having issues with my phone shutting off on it's own, losing it's charge, random odd screen changes (like the wallpaper goes black) and pictures disappearing.  It seems like any time I manage to sit down to work on the blog updates, my home internet is down.  Now I can't find a ton of pictures.  How did I find this?  Earlier I wanted to post an area in Kauai that the road is canopied with trees.  It's quite beautiful and the pictures from Eastern Iowa, for instance, made me think of it.  I wanted a comparison of how similar they are, yet different, and thousands of miles and completely different climates.  And why do I care now?  Because I watched The Descendants and it made me think of the north part of Kauai.  They were filming this movie then.  We ate at the Kilauea Fish Market after seeing the Kilauea lighthouse and locals working on the film crew were there.  All these pictures and I can't find them on the stand alone hard drive with my pictures.  Here is a little something I found when I googled the movie:
http://www.parrishkauai.com/blog/plan-a-kauai-vacation-where-the-descendants-was-filmed/
http://www.kauai.com/blog/the-descendants-why-hollywood-loves-kauai/

If you get a chance, watch the movie.   The first time I got so lost in the locations and "remember that" as well as enjoying the local music, that I didn't really watch the movie.  So I rewatched it.  It's a good movie.  It made me a little "homesick".  This is hard to explain since I didn't grow up there, was nearing 50 before I got to go to Hawaii but there was so much peace, tranquility and just felt I was supposed to be there.  I've only had that sort of "deja vue" a couple other times and later found family ties to the area.  I don't know this time.  I can't explain it but I hope you can drink in a little of the beauty and history by watching this film.

Day 116 - Thursday April 26, 2012

I know it's not a good thing to weigh too often and I don't want to get too food or scale obsessed, yet I weighed again.  Keeping up 90 minutes of exercise a day (at least 5 if not more)  is taking a lot of my time and lead to personally journaling so for tonight this is all I have to share is the additional 1.5 pounds!

Day 115 - Wednesday April 25, 2012

Maybe I'm just noticing them more.  Maybe it's the crazy rainy weather.  Whatever it is, we seem to have a lot of interesting cloud formations.  This with the retro camera app on my cell phone- Xolaroid 2000.

Day 114 - Tuesday April 24, 2012

Well it's good to have other measures of success but you can't ignore the numbers.  The trainer tells me to go by how clothes feel and they are looser.  Still it's taken 3 months to lose 5 lbs so .5 in a week is pretty good for me........

Day 113 - Monday April 23, 2012

I added some information to my smash book.  I documented that Wednesday April 11 my team volunteered for meals for the heartland on the pocket and then tucked in documents from the day.  Really happy to be part of making some 10,000 meals just on our shift. 

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Day 112 - April 22, 2012

A day of rest.  Sleeping in and several church meetings mean I will not get in 6 mini meals.  And I couldn't do a bike ride in the rain plus thought 6 days of 90 minutes resulted in me needing a break. 

On the surprise- Tipper has been meowing around, coming up but then running back down.  Today she just came on up and is being really friendly!.  We shut the bedroom she had been hiding in hoping it will keep her mingling.  She seems a bit thin- but then maybe it's just Sphinx is so big but she is eating and drinking well.  Holds her ground with the other two and now they let her be.  Hopefully the 3 will become buddies.  Meanwhile, a photo of her!

Day 111- April 21, 2012

Long run on the banner trail.  Stiff from 2 workouts and 90 minutes a day, it was a slow day but got 6 miles in.

The honeysuckle is blooming.  The smell was intoxicating.   A light rain but the sweet aroma kept me going.

Day 110 Friday April 20, 2012

Earth day celebration called Trash Bash today.  Our company let's us participate on company time.  Beautiful day, wonderful company and much accomplished.  I exceeded 10K steps too.

A baby robin has apparently hatched as we noted on the riverwalk trail.......

Day 109 - April, 19, 2012

March was so unusually warm so it's been disappointing how cool and rainy April is.  I know some areas are know for that damp, coolness but I find it really depressing.  Maybe even more depressing that snow!  We've had killing frosts at night after March's 70+ temps.  The 17th it warmed up and we had tornado's and much damage in the general area.

Day 108 - April 18, 2012

Blooms I found on my evening 5 mile walk/jog intervals

Day 107 - April 17, 2012

New best friends.  I am learning to use the Body Bugg.  Apparently doesn't give me as much burn as other things but I know it has been good for me.  Of course now other things are falling behind like morning pages but again I'll get in a new routine. 

Hour of Yoga, Got the Body Bugg registered, at by my plan and another week is on it's way.  Today a walk at lunch followed by my 45 minutes of group training.  Total of 90 minutes.

Day 106 - April 16, 2012

Tonight I spend some time putting down some goals or ways I'd feel I was successful in my training classes.  I've learned the hard way it can't be all about weight.  Some weeks you do the right things and your body just won't cooperate.  Other times when you really haven't earned it, your body drops much more than expected.  It's probably a work in progress but I'm hoping that maybe those weeks when nothing else seems to be working, I can see some of those things happening.

Day 105- April 15, 2012

An email from my Yoga teacher with her signature block of Peace and Balance caught my eye tonight.  Upon reflection I decided this process I am starting with the small group personal trainer and focusing on my needs for a bit is better described as searching for Peace and Balance.  I edited my journal for the process to reflect that.

Day 104 - April 14, 2012

Stormy weather- flash floods..........

Day 103 - April 13, 2012

bye bye my friend.  I must give you up soon for H2O........... sigh..........

Day 102 April 12,2012

Trails are greening up- way too early.  What strange weather.

Day 101 - April 11, 2012

Hillary finally decided to try the Kitty Condo.  Surprisingly, she is the one consistently using it.  She likes to lay on the couch and bat the balls and play mice that hang on it.  The posts are covered with twine type material and she loves to "claw" it.  She hides in the middle box and watches us.

If Sphinx climbs in my lap, Hillary come right over and off he goes.  What a big baby but I have had both in swatting distance content to sit with me and ignore the other.  Now if Tipper would just come up.....

Day 100 - April 10, 2012

I started doing some research due to signing up for a small group personal training sessions and thinking about what I wanted to do once my job ended.  That research I posted to May.

Day 99 - April 9, 2012

At the end of last year, I'd been toying with the idea of starting training for something but work was too up in the air.  We moved buildings, we catch our breath, we released half our staff and again we try to find our balance.  I decided to not waste that work so I wrote them up and pasted them in.  I'd debated on just writing on the pages but decided that the journal blocks could be moved if an event is moved to a different month in later years or if I don't want it on the list any longer.

Day 98 - April 8, 2012

In the back of the Possibilities SMASH, I made a list of some things on my "want to do list".    It's a place to list the stuff I'd like to do and then in the front I have by month potential ways to meet that goal.  If I want to the 5K one and I'm ready in April, then I flip to that page.  I left a blank page or two- although on the next page may require me adding something you can see writing on but there is space left.

Day 97,April 7, 2012

Have I mentioned how much I love SMASH books.  The seem to be a good, quick solution to my need for lists and easy scrap books.  I'm trying to stop getting further and further behind.  This one is called - Possibilities.  Activities I've wanted to do.  The cover is I spent a bit of time coloring.  It has these raised designs and they begged me for color-

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Day 96 - Friday April 6, 2012

Printed pictures on the way home and added a couple pictures.  Big enough to take the slide and her ego boosted by a boy at the pool, she did her first slide and then would not stop!

Not sure why this page is not clear.  I've taken it 2-3 times and always blurry!

Day 95 - Thursday April 5, 2012



A day with my granddaughter and her birthday buddy (her cousin).  I smashed in the receipt and fold it then used it for notes.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Day 94 - Wednesday April 4, 2012

a final page starting off with the new cruise info.  The flight and itenerary express docs are included in the pocket.  I printed the luggage tag out on card stock to decorage the pocket.  This one will be put aside until we leave on or return from the cruise.

Day 93 Tuesday April 3, 2012

A picture page and a pocket page - finishing out the first cruisetour - at least until I find the stuff I know I have and have misplaced or lost.

The pocket on the right contains notes from friends, including the one that passed away in January, who took care of Sphinx for us.

Day 92 - Sunday April 1 2012

More in the Alaska SMASH

Before



And after.  I could post picture on the "save for later" master page if needed since these are just taped in on the top.

Day 91 - March 31, 2012


From the Alaska SMASH book before and after

Monday, April 16, 2012

Day 90 -Friday March 30, 2012

MUST  
KEEP
GOING
I'm spending too much time working on projects to post.  Day 90- a picture of the tree in our front yard.  It's very unusual to have trees budding and leafing out so early- really still winter here.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Day 89- Thursday March 29, 2012

 Wrote up the description of our time from the arrival at Denali until just about to leave Denali on the 17th.  The next pages in the album- nice picture of the world.  I really believe that I will find the other pictures or papers/documents that I kept from the trip so I am leaving this blank with the idea of adding a low pouch at the bottom to hold this stuff later.

Day 88 - Wednesday March 28,2012

I won't show the 'before" since it's obvious from the after. 
Day one of the trip- our flight to Fairbanks, overnight and the bus ride to Denali.

Day 87 - Tuesday March 27, 2012

I got a SMASH book in the large size.  I'm going to use it to record our ill fated earlier Alaska cruise and the one we "redo" in May.  This is the cover I did.  The picture is an 8 x 10 I did  of a close up of sea lions sunning on a bouy when we did a whale watching cruise in Juneau.  I'm hoping to get what I have recorded now- before we leave- and may even take this along since it's so easy to "smash" stuff in.  Then I'd just have to add the pictures later.  I've already "lost" the pictures from landing in Fairbanks until on the boat in Seward.  So here I am working on this!
I've ordered some other 4 x 6 photos I may possibly add around the corners

Day 86 - Monday March 26 2012

The babies got a new toy- a kitty condo.  Sphinx took the first exploration!

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Day 85 - Sunday March 25, 2012

Sommerset Trail.  A bird has a nest that is simply her digging a hole in the dirt.  She blended in with the rocks but she was right there by the trail.  She moved as I walked by so I went back- she scurried off and I couldn't get a picture.  Later she was back with the eggs.  Can't believe how early and how close to the trail they are.  Actual color.  I didn't adjust at all!